I'm just not feeling church today. Instead of being at church right now, I'm sitting on the back porch enjoying the birds chirping. I even went to church. Sat through Sunday school (I love our class) and went to the service for a bit. But I found myself dreading the service once I looked at the program. So I left. I know this is bad of me as a believer. Even when I'm not "feeling" church, I need to be there. But lately I've been struggling with not feeling like I worship during our service.
I sing.
I stand.
I sit.
I sing.
I listen.
I stand.
I sit.
I leave.
My heart isn't in the right place. I've always felt I worship God most through his creation. When I sit in peace and actually see His creation, I worship Him. I praise Him for the things He created for us, for me. I praise Him for being so mighty that He could create this for us, for me.
So today-
I sit. I'll sit outside and marvel at His might and beauty.
I sing. I'll sing songs of my love for my Savior while enjoying His creation.
I pray. I'll pray that He restores my heart so that I can truly worship Him.
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